A whole new worrrrrrld...

Yea it's a whole NEW world out there waiting for me to CONQUER! muahahaha...damn...kinda scared..but at the same time excited..at the same time alsoo...tired! TIRED!...hahaha..

so stressed coz i've got a freaking 3k word essay due on wed..and my 1st paper is on the 23rd...aiya jus sick of this shit essay la..gonna just do it NOW and get this crap out of my mind so i can concentrate on other things! Shit MS2213..malay society and families or wat crap la..waste of my damn time..sorry gotta vent my anger here..Damn can't wait for all these to end! END END!

I'm soooo gonna start going for my workouts! I'm gonna WorK n WoRk Out! yea! heeeehe...:P I guess 1 reason i feel like crap is also coz it's been a looong time since i last worked out la! Feel so freaking FAT and unhealthy! I'm gonna be fit and of the right size so i can fit into new clothes! And that brings me to my next pt, which is i gotta go shopping!! And yea! revamp my whole damn wardrobe! I need to get office wear la..my clothes now..shuckzzz..not a bit appropriate for office! Argh! That's stress no 2.

Next stress no 3 IS i really REALLY gotta build up my confidence level so that i can be more outspoken when speakng to professionals! Darn la..the damn office is SO quiet that i'm SO scared to pick up the fone much less speak! darn darn darn....so yea i gotta change all these man..it's the working world for me now! No more school and singlish and jeans and play play attitude! Haaa...easier said than done! Knowing me...meeeee...i so need to change! But never will i change my character or personality and never NEVER will i have a change of heart! For my darl means the WORLD to me! Nothing would be possible without Ming..thanx my love! You're my pillar of strength! Thanx soooo much darling for all your encouragements! :)